hi, hi there :) im back.. again haha
i know no-one reads this but my blog was kind of my diary (which wasn't writen daily actually) but yeah,  ummm so many things have happened that i can't recall all of them...
the most recent event is that i am applying  for UNAM in june 2th or 3th, i don't know the exact day since the registration isn't open yet and i don't know in which of those day i'm presenting my exam. I can't decide between vet school and dentistry. Dentistry is not something that really excited me but it's an option to make sure i get into the university since it's demand is very very high here in mexico, in fact is the best university in mexico and latin america and its PUBLIC, so you can imagine how many people is willing to get in and getting prepared for it. UNAM has 2 types of systems or.. kind of high schools, one is called ENP (Escuela Nacional Preparatoria/National Preparatory School) there's 8 of them in mexico cty and CCH (Colegio de Ciencias y Humanidades / Sciences and Humanities College)-in mexico college is just another way to call "school" its not like where you go to get a degree or something i dont know how to explain myself, my english is really poor and lame- there's around 5 or 6 CCH's in mexico city and students who get to attend any of these 2 high school systems that UNAM manages (to get to any of these two you have to prepare in middle school very well cause everyone in mexico city and near cities want to get in) well, the students that attend any of these 13 or 14 high schools, if they accomplish the points that UNAM asks for, for each career, they get in without presenting the exam... for example, i want to go to med school, if i ha attended any of these schools, i must have had an 8 during my 3 years (high school here consists only in 3 years) well, i would have got into unam without any exam...
I didnt attend any of these because i live in another state, though i could have go.. :/ family issues..

ok, enough "unam" "high school" "exam" blahblah for today.. i have to prepare!!

kisses to you, nonexistent readers
 

so..  i am back and im going to try to make my best here because my english has gotten really bad and i need to improve it. so.. if my text makes no sense or anything, sorry my english... is just crappy since i moved from sonora.

the other day, (i think it was tuesday.. maybe) i was on twitter you know.. tweeting.. when i saw one of the girls i follow, commented on a video of some girl called @yosoyene on twitvid. and i know that this girl who commented (dara) has great taste when it comes to follow people on twitter, so i decided to check that video and, in first place: the girl is beeeautiful, i mean, really prett to me and as she started talking about books, writters, poetry, and how she is a atheist and her way to see marriage and all that.. wow.

and, in that moment i thought: why can't i think that way?
im the type of girl who only sees forefront and im incapable of looking beyond. really. it's a problem that frustrates me very often.

so later tha night i went to bed and spent like 2 hours thinking about that girl. im not a lesbian i just got really overwhelmed and amazed by that beautiful mind of her. i thought how much id like to think that way! she used the more extrange words to explain things she got asked about, but still understandable. just like this book i read. la sombra del viento. extrange words but beautifully understandable. i.. i.. i just want to be like those people.
she studied latinamerican literature at i dont know where and know shes on the contest of a masters in compared literature.. i mean, how amazing is that?
and she talked about this guy @rufianmelancoli and, then again, i thought how i would like to be like those two people. but this is me, im in zero level when it comes to analize, writting, looking beyond and all that kind of.. things and SKILLS

oh. how i wish.

and, that's all for today ill write soon even though i know no one reads me haha
 claudia d.

No me siento feliz en estos momentos.

Wow, no sé si sea el calor o qué onda pero tengo una flojera fuera de lo normal, me siento como zombie, toda atontada, tirada del calor; con ganas de hacer algo pero con demasiado calor y poca fuerza para moverme. Pienso que tal vez debería ir a correr (que flojera) porque posiblemente se me vaya a hacer costumbre.
No sé que haré ahora que regrese a clases. Moriré.

Meeeehhh aparte soy muy mala para escribir... Tanto aquí como el blog privado so, prefiero escribir aquí aunque no prometo actualizaciones frecuentes inexistentes lectores míos...


Cambiando ligeramente de tema, ¿vieron la boda? A mí no me cayó bien la gente que decía: "¿Para qué se emocionan con la boda? Ni que fuera algo nuestro, ya cállense el hocico" Y yo así como de:
1. Si eres hombre: Para una mujer, la boda es como para ustedes (los futboleros) un partido. Como cuando lloraron porque el Nacaxa paso a segunda división o una cosa así.
2: Si eres mujer, o eres lesbiana que hace de hombre (sin ofender) o eres de el .1% que no sueña con casarse en una iglesia y ese tipo de historias no les parece románticas. 

No estoy diciendo que todas las mujeres sueñen con la boda perfecta, estoy de acuerdo que unas no les parece casarse por la iglesia, E TE CE, E TE CE, (lo cual no tiene nada de malo porque yo soy una de esas) pero la mayoría sí sueña con eso y ver un "cuento de hadas" pues, ¿qué tiene de malo? No te cultiva ni cosas así pero no le veo lo malo a ver una boda de un príncipe y una princesa. Es bonito, es alegre, te contagian el amor, no sé. Déjense de mamadas amargadas.
He dicho.

Posdata: Estuvo preciosa la boda, a mí me pareció super buena elección el vestido. Ella se ve como muy sencilla y no era un matrimonio digamos arreglado ni estaban ya siguiendo las tan estrictas reglas de hace años, supongo que por eso Diana tuvo un vestido así como de veeerdaderos príncipes y princesas de hace años. Amé el Bentley con las placas "JU5T WED" jajajaja y los dos besos que se dieron, el segundo como para oír como reaccionaba la gente otra vez. 
Que lindo :)

Adiós.

:)

Bueno yo ando en una página llamada Tumblr y me encontré por ahí unas reflexiones muy padres:

8. dirtworshipingypsy:
   

   every atom in your body came from a star that exploded. and, the atoms in your left hand probably came from a different star than your right hand. it really is the most poetic thing i know about physics. you are all stardust. you couldn’t be here if stars hadn’t exploded, because the elements, the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution and for life, weren’t created at the beginning of time. they were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars, and the way for them to get into your body is if those stars were kind enough to explode. so, forget god. the stars died so that you could be here today

También una imagen que me pareció de lo más cierta:
Eso, gente. Eso.

En otros asuntos, tengo un private tumblelog pero creo que igual empezaré a escribir aquí y lo que tenga en mi tumblr, algunas cosas vendrán para acá y algunos textos del privado.
Nadie, nadie lee esto y yo hablando como si sí jaja