so..  i am back and im going to try to make my best here because my english has gotten really bad and i need to improve it. so.. if my text makes no sense or anything, sorry my english... is just crappy since i moved from sonora.

the other day, (i think it was tuesday.. maybe) i was on twitter you know.. tweeting.. when i saw one of the girls i follow, commented on a video of some girl called @yosoyene on twitvid. and i know that this girl who commented (dara) has great taste when it comes to follow people on twitter, so i decided to check that video and, in first place: the girl is beeeautiful, i mean, really prett to me and as she started talking about books, writters, poetry, and how she is a atheist and her way to see marriage and all that.. wow.

and, in that moment i thought: why can't i think that way?
im the type of girl who only sees forefront and im incapable of looking beyond. really. it's a problem that frustrates me very often.

so later tha night i went to bed and spent like 2 hours thinking about that girl. im not a lesbian i just got really overwhelmed and amazed by that beautiful mind of her. i thought how much id like to think that way! she used the more extrange words to explain things she got asked about, but still understandable. just like this book i read. la sombra del viento. extrange words but beautifully understandable. i.. i.. i just want to be like those people.
she studied latinamerican literature at i dont know where and know shes on the contest of a masters in compared literature.. i mean, how amazing is that?
and she talked about this guy @rufianmelancoli and, then again, i thought how i would like to be like those two people. but this is me, im in zero level when it comes to analize, writting, looking beyond and all that kind of.. things and SKILLS

oh. how i wish.

and, that's all for today ill write soon even though i know no one reads me haha
 claudia d.